June 22, 2014
Hello Hello Hello!
So I’m back. I have been gone and taking a break from doing this because of school and dance. Everything has just been so overwhelming I didn’t even have a moment to just sit down and take a breather. It’s all over now and I can now focus on myself now!
So let’s chat. Lately I have been just trying to get my life together. I recently just turned 17 so that happened. I finished my junior year of high school and now am preparing for senior year. I got a job so that’s good. I am currently working on a project that might happen and might not happen so I wont say much, but it involves a lot of writing.
Yesterday I was at Mission Beach and got a really bad sunburn. Any remedies for relief?? Aloe has not been working. I have been spending most of my days reading, writing, thinking, and just trying to re-collect myself for summer. It’s getting really hot and I have been just hibernating in my room on the internet, like any other day. Recently I have just been staring at my laptop trying to decide whether I should update this or not. I mean it’s not like anyone actually reads it. I could be talking to one person and that’s it, and yet I still write.
I have been feeling quite alone a lot. I know I am not the most social person in the world, but that doesn’t mean I don’t enjoy people’s company. Recently (I feel like I say that a lot) I did a show for my studio and with a company and even though I was surrounded by people I felt as if I was just background noise and I didn’t matter. This happens often and I have learned to deal with it. I usually write in my journal, or come on here, write something and then never post it. I can’t even tell you how many drafts I have on here.
In April I actually sprained my knee, not too bad but enough to have me benched for a few weeks. It is almost all healed now and I have full mobility even if I still have pain.
Well, I think that is all that really has happened…this is just an update. Let me know (if you are reading this.) what I should post on here. I honestly have no clue.